zero zero..

my mind cant stop thinking about it day and night. hello miss z,do u still remember me? if u do,thank you soooo much. i appreciate it. miss, i think we got all the things clear ryte?what happen before is not in our book now.but i dont think that u r really mean it. im still remember each words that u said before. we'll get these things clear, we start from zero again,forget the past,open a new chapter of our books. but now,what happen??

now im feel like a s***** person..i believe in u. i believe that everything is fine..but ITS NOT!! u know why? cause i feel u still kept urself away from me..when i text u,u never reply..whenever i call u,ur phone never available..whats going on? full of question in my mind ryte now. 6 month we are not contact.just on fb..fine,i appreciate it when u buzz me. but after that, we r the same person that we have to be before in our book. u just like avoiding to see me.u avoid to talk to me.i understand that u might be 'rimas' with me ryte. i can accept it.

sorry if my words here make u feeling GUILTY..u r not guilty.maybe this is my fault.maybe my hope to high for our friendship.maybe i am to think about it.maybe im not suitable to be one of ur friend kann..but dont worry, u r still my friends..whatever happen, u r still my greatest friend i've ever have...miss z, i dont know if u r reading this.but if u do, please let me clear again. why we r like this? i kept ur words.ZERO ZERO..we start from beginning..but i not see anything that shows ur words.

im miss my friends..i miss u dude.its been a long time we r not keep in touch. i forgive what u have done to me before,now n future.forever n ever i forgive u my buddies. i cannot loose u.im afraid to losing u. dont let our ego's take place in ourself.u know it. 

i hope u just fine there.just take care of urself.do not thinking to much on others thing.u have migrains ryte, take a good care of it. and get a massage for ur leg.if u want anything, just contact me.my number still open for u.okeh,=))

miss z, <3<3 u buddies!!! ^o^

~~The recipe of friendship: 1 CUP of SHARING, 2 CUPs of CARING,3 CUPs of FORGIVENESS n HUGs. Mix all together to make FRIENDS FOREVER. =D~~